Here is a rundown of the last four weeks:
1. I have experienced "Crunch" It was not as bad as coder crunch, but even *observing* coder crunch made me extra-:( so...let's just nevermind. 60-80 hrs/week sitting in front of a screen trying not to scream at people/be screamed at/not witness screaming and occasionally (frequently?) failing = HUMAN WRECKAGE.
2. I was "rescued" early from crunch by a trip to AMERICA to publicize GAME. East coast, then LA and San Francisco. I got on the plane physically *destroyed*. My rsi flared up in basically my whole right arm, my back and shoulders were one massive consistent knot with a couple trapped nerves and generally moving was ill-advised. Which was good prep for experiencing the first time in my life why a massage can be *therapeutic*. Holy damn, y'all. $25 bucks and she *fixed me*. And then I went to a real live Hollywood workout class with our LA host. And I couldn't move for the next two days but oh my god I had my full range of motion back for the first time in *months*. Still have trapped nerves, though, and my head seems to prefer angling itself downwards, so need to see osteopath about that. That knee thing which is most definitely not going to turn out to be rheumatoid artritis is flaring up but then...it's *always* flaring up. I need to keep active. I need to be more grateful for having a body that is capable of feeling mostly okay (stomach, you bastard, you are not included), while I, you know, still have a body that is capable of feeling mostly okay.
3. On that pleasant if cryptic note I AM OLD soon. Wednesday. 27.
Jesus. I think instead of pretending I'll made ups omething awesome to do between now and then, Ian and I will just clean the livingroom so we can have friends around again.
No...no, really. No one is coming into this house until that happens. Trust me.
4. How is the game doing, you ask? Well, it got launched. Beyond that...I shall be cryptic again. I'm really really touched by our fans, though. They kind of love us just by virtue of the fact that we exist and some of them seem to just *will* us to succeed no matter if we made some pretty big mistakes. I think we're finally reaching out to them "properly" (if you compare to like, Cliffski and Jonathan Blow and such). All this time it feels like we've been chipping away in isolation, and some of that has been self-inflicted but damn. When people love what you've done it's kind of *amazing*.
It's the only part of the industry that one could find "uplifting", I think. This should be nurtered. Seriously. I love our fans.
*EDIT* Swapped out "shocking mistakes" for "big mistakes". Poor word choice. There was nothing particularly shocking about them. I need to chose words more carefully.